noun: fetish; plural noun: fetishes
a form of sexual desire in which gratification is linked to an abnormal degree to a particular object, item of clothing, part of the body, etc.
“Victorian men developed fetishes focusing on feet, shoes, and boots”
synonyms: fixation, obsession, compulsion, mania; More
an excessive and irrational devotion or commitment to a particular thing.
“he had a fetish for writing more opinions each year than any other justice”
Fixation, preoccupation, desire, longing, craving.. You can’t get it out of your head and you don’t know why. If any of these words or concepts apply to you, it might be a fetish.
Maybe it’s something as simple as a scent, a shoe, pantyhose, the feel of something slippery. Or maybe something a little more nefarious and involved. Perhaps it’s the feeling of the weight of someone pressing down on you or the taste of something unsavory. No matter how hard you try, you can’t get it out of your head. It may seem unusual to others but to you it is just normal and to me it is too. That it the beauty of fetish and fantasy, there is a huge realm to explore and what it normal depends on your perspective.